Express the life.: Would you find her beautiful?
If you strip a girl of her contacts, eyeliners, mascaras, lipsticks, blush, and everything that makes her seems beautiful because she feels so secure with it, would you still find her beautiful? Would you find her beautiful in her naked skin and flaws? If a girl didn’t do her hair, dressed up, or…
Unexpected Monday Afternoon
you really surprised me with a thoughtful flower this morning even tho I knew it was from our store lol. then you ask to hang tonight :) went to dog park, talked a lot, dinner at some junk ramen place, and back to the house to drink and talk some more. I learned a lot about you tho.. some good and some bad but I’ve learned to accept no one is perfect and everyone had down sides to them. you showed me your “collection” and hobbies. things i am not involved in but it doesnt change the way i see you as a person. I had a great night tonight thank you ;) made me realize there are people out there who can make me happy again. just I’m gonna keep my guard up because letting it down too soon isn’t good for me. thank you tho for putting a smile on my face today. really means a lot
closing a chapter.
Tonight changed the whole future of everything. Dont really know what to think of it. Happiness and saddness at the sametime. I know things will never be the same because I will barely see you. But I know you will be a lot happier and more relaxed.
When the day comes that you leave, I hope I will be ok. I say now that I will be but I dont know. Everyday till then, I will think of everything as a last. Every moment we shared and memories that were formed. All the inside jokes we have will pop into my head as a walk around.. There will be an emptiness just because you will not be there. Although I cant always see you, knowing your there is good enough. Now, you wont even be there.
We survived because we saw eachother everyday even if it was just for an hour. Now almost never will you be around. I cant say that i wish you stayed because I know its whats best. But know you will be missed. Especially by me….
There is a lot you dont know and how much you can affect someones life without even trying.
My only worry is things will change for the worst….
